A 2020 Recap/A New Journey for 2021 Obviously for many 2020 was a truly chaotic year, and in that respect I am no different. Certainly COVID-19 the Corona Virus from Hell certainly contributed. But that is a on a much lager all encompassing scale. For myself 2020 was a series of events that were both amazing and awful at the same time. On Jan 1, 2020 I married a woman, whom I loved. Which in hindsight was very selfish of me in many ways, because though I loved her, and in may respects I still do, I failed to account for her well being and happiness. She had VERY recently divorced and had not fully processed the implications therein. I had also thought I could handle the situation with her and my children's mother, however how I chose to manage that was deceitful, I led my wife to believe things, that were not true, though also not lies. Now that is not something that I can live with, so I will say that my not directly telling my wife that the woman I had children with and I did